We were so many
We were heterogeneous
However, at that time, some of us begun to dream about growing up
That dreams were so sparkling and pretty challenging
But now
We should end up of this wild dreams
And let it pass away
And dreams are not more than utopia
18/12/15
About some hours ago, my older brother (not literally the older brother) made a call with me. First, he asked me about when would I go home for my Christmas long holiday this year? Then, we begun To have a long discussion about IDAM*N. IDAM*N was the nick name of Ikat*n Mud-mudi M*nukan. That’s kind of young organization in the village where I was born and grew up, so I could be what I’m being in this time.
Ya, with him, my older brother I was so often talked and dreamed about many things. One of the dreams we shared is about IDAM*N—that’s making IDAM*N being a home. Home means, a place that people can found, met and had their family. It was where people got loves and had hopes. That was place where people grew up and found out the path of life.
In short, i heard that IDAM*N should took a rest for a while. We faced some hard big things--that i could not told it here. We begun less confidence and felt that our shoulder could not bear the burden that getting heavier anymore.
I just
Just
I was not okay
I was so sad so bad, that was some of us and I have to burry our unfulfilled dreams. Dreams that just got blossom at its best about some years ago.
We were heterogeneous
However, at that time, some of us begun to dream about growing up
That dreams were so sparkling and pretty challenging
But now
We should end up of this wild dreams
And let it pass away
And dreams are not more than utopia
18/12/15
About some hours ago, my older brother (not literally the older brother) made a call with me. First, he asked me about when would I go home for my Christmas long holiday this year? Then, we begun To have a long discussion about IDAM*N. IDAM*N was the nick name of Ikat*n Mud-mudi M*nukan. That’s kind of young organization in the village where I was born and grew up, so I could be what I’m being in this time.
Ya, with him, my older brother I was so often talked and dreamed about many things. One of the dreams we shared is about IDAM*N—that’s making IDAM*N being a home. Home means, a place that people can found, met and had their family. It was where people got loves and had hopes. That was place where people grew up and found out the path of life.
In short, i heard that IDAM*N should took a rest for a while. We faced some hard big things--that i could not told it here. We begun less confidence and felt that our shoulder could not bear the burden that getting heavier anymore.
I just
Just
I was not okay
I was so sad so bad, that was some of us and I have to burry our unfulfilled dreams. Dreams that just got blossom at its best about some years ago.
For me, IDAM*N is just like my second home.
That’s too fast to give up now. Still, I want to live the dreams about IDAM*N.
I just feel not good to hear that we have to break for a while just because our feet can’t be stronger anymore to keep stepping in the storm.
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| This picture was taken at Friday, August 21th 2015. This picture was my last picture with them before I off to Jakarta. I do remember, the weather at that night was very cold, but we cooked and ate together outside the house. We (merely I) called it as farewell for me who will go out from my hometown and my older brother who will get married. I wish this wasn’t the last picture of us and there will be so many pictures of us ever after. |
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